tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562421524026719384.post4315896434216536659..comments2023-10-22T05:03:15.451-04:00Comments on Molly's Musings/ Brawley's Boobs-- WHATEVER!: A blah Tuesday in January.Molly Brawleyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00115154349404776433noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562421524026719384.post-65623560938386232252008-01-19T11:00:00.000-05:002008-01-19T11:00:00.000-05:00Molly,It was a year ago today that I got my cancer...Molly,<BR/><BR/>It was a year ago today that I got my cancer diagnosis. I cant believe it has been a year and what a year it has been. I am just so melancholy today overwhelmed with emotions and sadness and relief that it was a year ago but that what a sad, hard year it was. I am optomistic for the future, or least trying to be, but I constantly fear the cancer returning. I have my six month mammo next week and I have such dread and fear leading up to the visit. I am so afraid they are going to say that it has come back and the roller coaster ride will start again. I am sooo depleted of any optimism and hope. I feel fat, ugly and unhealthy and feel as if I have no control over changing any of that. I used to feel such power and strength in my body, I was such an active healthy athlete and I cant seem to get back there. I know it takes time and I am trying to be patient with myself but today I am just tired and sad and angry at what the cancer has done to me. I guess I am having a little pity party, hopefully it will be over soon. Maybe after today I can start moving forward. <BR/><BR/>Thanks for listening.<BR/><BR/>KristinaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6562421524026719384.post-91243693871063283362008-01-16T14:19:00.000-05:002008-01-16T14:19:00.000-05:00Molly, With that blah Tuesday behind us and the s...Molly, With that blah Tuesday behind us and the sun shining off the snow it is now wonderful Wednesday. Gotta love Michigan!<BR/><BR/>It was good to see you yesterday if ever so briefly. Had lunch today with Jim R. and ran into Bill K. and Bob W. enjoying a 2 hr. lunch. Gotta love retirement!<BR/><BR/>Been busy with Hunter Ice Festival planning. This weekend is supposed to be cold so ice sculptures should be great. Again, gotta love Michigan!<BR/><BR/>BettyBettyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09300671720311121548noreply@blogger.com