Tuesday, October 6, 2009

If I had known

that I would not get my xray results today, I could have saved a night of worry. I thought for sure he would know as soon as I saw him; nope, gotta wait until the scan is read. So, tomorrow and the next day will be a day of being terrified every time the phone rings. He told me to call late tomorrow if I wanted to know...but I can't do that either. Too scary. So, as long as there is no call, all is fine. Frizzle. Hate this part.

On the good side, my blood work was all normal. I actually felt good about that as my new ACC sister who has liver mets said her mets actually DID show up in her liver blood work, which is unusual for ACC. So, a victory for that part at least.

I won't give you the details of the xray tech--you know how I read everything into what they say and how they look at me...but yeh, I walked out thinking OMG, she is freakin' out at what she sees...

Typical worry.

Ok, just wanted to get that all. My next appointment isn't until April. Please slip a prayer in for me if you can.

Love to you all--



Karen/wowmommo said...

Remembered today was "the day" for you right before I was due to get my shuteye,it's alittle after midnite now. I am sending peaceful thoughts your way and praying for the all clear on your xrays. Keep us posted.

Molly Brawley said...

Thanks Karen! I know you understand. So far, it is 4:18 PM and no call. Really really really need a new purse!